Shan's Journal... 🖉

Hōtarō Oreki    Kanji 折木 奉太郎    Romanji Oreki Hōtarō Characteristics    Age 16-17    Gender Male    Height 176 cm (5'9")    Weight 62 kg (137 lbs) Personal Status    Occupation Student    Clubs Classics Member    Relatives §   Unnamed Father §   Tomoe Oreki  (Sister) First appearance    Manga Debut Chapter 1    Anime Debut Episode 1 Voice Actors    Japanese Yuichi Nakamura    English {{{english seiyu}}} (source : link ) Based on Wikipedia: The main protagonist of Hyōka, he is a rational boy who lives by "If I don't have to do something, I won't, but if I have to, I'll do it quickly." He only joi...

Selamat ulang tahun katanya... Selamat berkurang  usia juga... Aku menghela nafas yang sangaaat panjang. Akhirnya aku melewati masa-masa fifteen . Maksudku, lagu Fifteen-nya Taylor Swift benar-benar aku mengerti isinya sekarang ini. Well... count to ten, take it in. This is life before you know who you gonna be. I did know it at fifteen. Aku benar-benar mengerti atas segala sesuatu yang sudah ku alami selama satu tahun terakhir ini. Banyak sekali. Sangat. Maksudku... jelas, aku masuk SMA, dan aku benar-benar mengalami hampir semua hal-hal yang tersurat dalam lirik lagu itu. Dan yang tersirat. 15 sangat luar biasa. Aku merasakan banyak hal. Aku menemukan banyak hal. Aku belajar banyak hal. Aku mengerti banyak hal. I become the better me. Dan 16 ini... Semoga lebih banyak lagi yang kurasakan. Lebih banyak lagi yang kutemukan. Lebih banyak lagi yang kupelajari. Dan lebih banyak lagi yang kumengerti. Hari ini pun, Aku belajar hal baru. Iti...

Have you ever feel like frustrated? Frustrated with your school-life. Frustrated with your house-life. Frustrated with your love-life.  every particular things in your life. Yeah, I can’t write about love-life it. Why? I just can’t. I’m already give up on that. I’m afraid to fall again. I don’t wanna make a conversation with any boy. Boys are like something I don’t want to know. Gorgeous but dangerous. Fantastic but pathetic. Adorable but miserable. I mean, they can change your life. Change your way of thinking only with their smiles, only with they send you sweet messages every night. So, I have decided to block everything about creatures called boys. Go back to the topic about frustrated. I write this post, because I’m frustrated right now last night. You know? I’m attend an accelerated program in my school. And that makes me to try harder to graduated with good(great. -My dad) mark. Only in two years. Could you imagine that? I got much much p...

Pagi itu tepatnya hari pertama class-meeting―kegiatan yang diadakan setelah ujian semester­― di SMA-ku, aku baru saja menuruni angkutan umum yang kuhentikan tepat di depan sekolahku. Aku melihat kerumunan siswa-siswi lain di depan pos satpam. Yah, walaupun belum terhitugn kerumunan yang besar―hanya sekitar 3-4 orang―, maklum saja, jam masih menunjukkan pukul 06.15. Aku memang terbiasa datang sepagi ini, karena jarak rumah-dan-sekolahku sangat jauh, lebih dari 50km. Sering kali aku dibilang nyasar oleh teman-temanku  karena rumahku sangat jauh dari sekolah. Jelas saja aku sangat berantusias sekolah di sini, aku mengikuti program akselerasi―karena jika tidak, aku hanya akan bersekolah di SMA daerah rumahku― Alhamdulillah sekali tahun kemarin aku diterima di program ini. Saat mengingat dulu rasanya sangat senang-schock-ragu-tapi ingin sekali-dan akhirnya benar-benar siap, aku yakin aku akan berjuang disini. Tidak terasa sudah setahun aku disini, yang artinya tinggal satu ...

whoa. what have I done today? whoa. I couldn't remember. wait, today was the first day of my final exam in this semester. and the schedule for today was chemistry. yeah. FYI. I'm really bad at chemistry . I didn't know why, every time I tried to learn it, somewhat It wouldn't understood by me. haha. forget it. So...? Well that's kinda absurd. I'm just somewhat frustrated with my final test. Chemistry is so so unpredictable. I mean, It's mean. You know, mean. Yeah, really mean. (link source : link ) "And now I try hard to make it I just wanna make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you Can't pretend that I'm alright And you can't change me . . I'm sorry I can't be perfect" -Simple Plan - Perfect- -Sie.